January 2011
Food is the weakness but It’s a new year. A new start. I want to see how long I can go being able to say I haven’t eaten since last year. Fasting until someone forces me to eat. 2011 will be good.
December 2010
My stomach and ribs are swollen. I purged too much. Everything hurts. It’s happened before but never this bad. I think It will take a few days to go down. I wish I had enough control to just keep it down or not eat. The propper fast starts tomorrow until the 7th. I’m not failing this fast. Goodnight <3
What song are you listening to? radio.
Have you cried today at all? yes.
What do you think about before you go to bed? past. memories. feelings. dreams.
Who were you last in a car with? friendss.
Where is your phone? on my lap.
How many close friends do you have? a few.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? I think so. I’m not entirely sure anymore though.
Do...
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takecontrolinstead:
thenotsouglygirl:
youcandoanythingg:
self-control:
xx
<3
I’m in.
and every single one of you better reblog this too!
Okay it took me a long time before I reblogged this, but now I solemnly promise to do it!
before you go to bed tonight
love-life-not-eat-it:
1. Breath and say the following;
2. ” i can do this”
3. “I want to be skinny”
4.” If i dont start now i will just keep gaining weight and hate my body even more”
5. “I will work hard for this “
6.” i will feel confortable with my body soon”
7. ” i am the only one who can make me lose weight”
8.” i will think positive ”
9. ” food will not take over my life
10. “I ...
teghanmaree asked: Get a fucking hold of yourself, look at you. Every single person on this earth has a beautiful bone in their body. Even if you're not as skinny as you wished, things take time. Face it, as much as we all want, we're not going to be skinny in a week. It takes months. sometimes even years. You don't deserve to die because of the perception of beauty the world has given you. Just hold...
teghanmaree asked: Get a fucking hold of yourself, look at you. Every single person on this earth has a beautiful bone in their body. Even if you're not as skinny as you wished, things take time. Face it, as much as we all want, we're not going to be skinny in a week. It takes months. sometimes even years. You don't deserve to die because of the perception of beauty the world has given you. Just hold...
Anonymous asked: You are fucking perfect. Don't you dare think you aren't. You are definitely not fat, and eating a little won't change your weight anyway. You're gorgeous as you are, don't try to change.
Anonymous asked: You are fucking perfect. Don't you dare think you aren't. You are definitely not fat, and eating a little won't change your weight anyway. You're gorgeous as you are, don't try to change.
I failed. I purged up half of it. The rest had digested. I’m going to be so fat. Even fatter than now. I want to die. But I don’t want to be fat when I die. I had been doing so well after Christmas, But that’s me, A fucking failure. I don’t want to get fatter. I can’t. I don’t know what to do. If I’ve gained weight tomorrow, Then I’m fasting for a...
benditlikebecm asked: You are amazing. Don't kill yourself, because if you kill yourself ill be upset because I didn't stop you, people that care would be upset cause they didn't save you. Think long and hard, you don't want to do this to yourself. You hurt yourself enough by starving yourself. Tash you're so beautiful, I wish you knew that.
benditlikebecm asked: You are amazing. Don't kill yourself, because if you kill yourself ill be upset because I didn't stop you, people that care would be upset cause they didn't save you. Think long and hard, you don't want to do this to yourself. You hurt yourself enough by starving yourself. Tash you're so beautiful, I wish you knew that.
I ate chocolate. I hadn’t eaten in 4 days. I was starting to get my control. I think I’m going to kill myself. I can’t keep it down. I’m so sorry.
12608) All I want to do is lock myself in my...
12575) I said I'm sorry, mama. I never meant to...
I hate when I’m leaning over the toilet and I think how much my mum would break if she knew what I was doing.
Anonymous asked: Your tumblr keeps me strong, thankyou. I have been admitted for annorexia twice now, last time my heart started to fail and they tried to scare me into eating more. But I won't, i'll get rid of the fat I know I have. Thank you for helping me so much.
Anonymous asked: Your tumblr keeps me strong, thankyou. I have been admitted for annorexia twice now, last time my heart started to fail and they tried to scare me into eating more. But I won't, i'll get rid of the fat I know I have. Thank you for helping me so much.
blowjay-simpson asked: @anon Um, actually whether you eat a lot or are anorexic, anyone who understands anything understands the satire of the post, it basically means they find people who think they are 'starving' from not eating from breakfast and lunch silly because they obviously have never been starving. When you are starved, you are so hungry it hurts to talk. silly person.
blowjay-simpson asked: @anon Um, actually whether you eat a lot or are anorexic, anyone who understands anything understands the satire of the post, it basically means they find people who think they are 'starving' from not eating from breakfast and lunch silly because they obviously have never been starving. When you are starved, you are so hungry it hurts to talk. silly person.
Anonymous asked: that's disgusting what you just rebloged,
people are meant to get hungry between brekfast and lunch,
I think you have an eting disorder
people are meant to get hungry between brekfast and lunch,
I think you have an eting disorder
Anonymous asked: that's disgusting what you just rebloged,
people are meant to get hungry between brekfast and lunch,
I think you have an eting disorder
people are meant to get hungry between brekfast and lunch,
I think you have an eting disorder
12386) I can't help but laugh when someone says...
